D.R.E.A.M.S

This is the hardest chapter for me since we never know what the future holds for us. Life is great enough for me   right now and i wish it to be as simple for as long as it can be. :) STUDENT LIFE is the most enjoyable time a person will go through and it would happen only once in a lifetime. Well anyone who knows me would know me just the way i am. NOISY and ANNOYING. But take a moment and think, who would you remember from your former class, the noisy guy or the timid, shy girl who hardly speaks in class? YES. I act all noisy and annoying just because I'd like to be remembered as the guy we used to know. So for now, the plan is to live my live as lively as possible. Well, is it POSSIBLE?

Speaking of the future, most people would describe their dreams by having BIG houses and FANCY cars. I'd rather describe my future by being a FATHER. My mom always tells me that It's easy to be a DAD but hard to be a FATHER. It took me a long time to realize and understand the true meaning of her advice but after a while, i understood. Yes, Its easy to make babies, all a guy need is just a partner who is willing and they shall have babies. But raising the babies and gain your title as a father is the difficult part. That's when i decided to hold on to her advice and make it my main priority.

In order to be a father, i need enough education. I'm planning to continue my studies in BUSINESS line and might pursue multiple degrees.

Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality, if you can dream it, you can make it so. I'm holding on to this quote, i want to make my dream a reality, some people are afraid of dreaming a big dream but i am certainly a big dreamer. One of my dream is to have a car like the picture below MAZDA RX 7. All of you must be wondering why this particular car? why not the usual cars? Audi? BMW? Benz? Porsche? Ferrari? I've been dreaming to buy this car since i watched the movie 'fast and furious'. Once i saw this car my heart stops beating and i knew it deep in my heart that i will owned this car one day.

MUST HAVE

My second big dreams is to have a house NOT a mansion but a simple, unique house like the picture below. I want my house to be cozy and unique at the same time. A house which my family and i will love. A house which my child will be missing if they are away to further their studies. A house which have a beautiful scenery. I would want my children to be able to enjoy their leisure time swimming at the back of the house while my wife and I enjoy a cup of tea watching our child with a smile on our face. 

HOME AND OFFICE

My house would also be my office, I'll build a special office for me in my house and I would work from home, come to think of it, if i work from home, I will have lots of advantages, one of it is. i will always be able to see my wife and children even if I'm busy, and my children will always know where to find me when they needed me.

PRIVATE OFFICE SPACE

All of the above is my dream, Insya-Allah one day if Allah gave me his blessing i would make my dream a reality, but for now I am happy to have my family and friends who support and love me for who i am. 

SYEDADILKHIZAR.

STILL FIGHTING :)

As the saying goes, LIFE GOES ON. Despite all the ups and downs of my life, I'm still here, still fighting. As for where i am now? I'm currently doing my DIPLOMA in Business Management in UiTM Alor Gajah Melaka. I was kinda late since i had two years wasted doing FORM 6 with no return and yes, I applied UiTM using my SPM.

UITM DIHATIKU XD

Upon registering, i knew i had a lot to go through just like any other phase in my life. Being put in JEBAT@NADIM college had made me another BAD BOY just like any other residents of this college. But as the saying goes, A MAN'S GOT TO DO WHAT A MAN'S GOT TO DO. I can't afford to fool around like how i did when i was in form six. I had to start striving on my own since university life is not as easy as school life where everything had been prepared for us.

Again, my life was blessed as i was bestowed upon the DBS D class and had met a few of awesome friends. Friends to share with, friends to fight with, also with some friends to compete with.

FRIENDS OF CLASS D :)

Still, i have another year to go and hope top be holding my diploma certificate in my own hands soon.

MEMORIES :) @ :(

Well.. I'm sure everyone had gone through good and bad memories throughout their lives. So did i. This chapter is all about TWO memories that can never be forgotten. One is GOOD and the other is BAD. And both of these memories had changed my life.

I'm going to start with the GOOD NEWS first since it has been the way people tell stories. The good comes before the bad. Well...here they go.

The BEST memory of mine was when we were visiting my eldest sister who studied in DUBLIN, IRELAND. We spent almost a month in both DUBLIN and LONDON. Two  weeks in DUBLIN and another week in London.

YEP..I'M TALKIN' BOUT HER :)

through the days, we went sightseeing and visited a lot of new places and met a lot of new people. And at that time i just knew that my father were very  good friends with Dato' Jimmy Choo, the famous shoemaker. We visited his couture and we were shown his workshop where he made all his shoes. 

A MOMENT TOO VALUEABLE 

TO BE FORGOTTEN :)

I remember when he gave us 40 pounds each for Chinese New year and we tried to save the money to be converted to Malaysian Ringgit since it would be RM 200. But eventually, we failed since we bought a lot of  souvenirs for ourselves as well as our friends. i bought this one RING which had become my principles in life until now. This ring is actually the motto of the Irish people and a lot of them wear and hold on to the principle as well. The heart in the middle represents LOVE, the hands at the sides represents FRIENDSHIP and the crown on top represents LOYALTY

FRIENDSHIP, LOYALTY AND LOVE

Moving on to the BAD memory i had. It happened right after the trip when my father had his lungs collapsed. He started having breathing difficulties at first but it got worse when we reached MALAYSIA. He was admitted to Seremban General Hospital until one day it became more worse until he was transferred to the ICU unit. He was in a comma and the doctor said that he had low chance of surviving. We were also told that he was depending on the machine to live. But LIFE AND DEATH are all in GODS hands and like a miracle, he woke up from his comma out of a sudden. 

THIS WAS TAKEN A FEW DAYS BEFORE HE 

WAS TRANSFERRED TO ICU UNIT. :(

KAMI DI SEKOLAH TEKNIK....

Say this words to anyone who had been to SEKOLAH MENENGAH TEKNIK TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN PUTRA PULAU PINANG, and you will be flooded with all the memories that we've been through. Yes, i was from that school. It might be kind of wierd for a boy from Negeri Sembilan to be schooling in Penang. But what can i say. Its a tradition that anyone who had been there to have at least one of his or her children there as well. Ask any student, either their mother or their father was in that school. As for me? My father did. And it was my dream to be there as well. I even rejected MRSM's offer just to be in this school :P

S.M.T.T.A.R.P

Its funny because everytime we meet up with our ex-schoolmates, we would be reminiscing about all the memories and laugh over the same thing over and over again. Not just for my batch, even my dad still laughs at the same joke with his ex-schoolmates. We never get tired even with the same story, weather it was about ebo being bullied until he left hostel or about me being left asleep on the rooftop with ONLY my BOXERS on until i got caught by the warden and how everyone lied the warden that i was brought there by some spiritual being. XD 

REUNION AFTER 4 YEARS :)

EVERY LIVING MAN WOULD GO THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS FROM A BOY TO BEING A MAN

THIS WAS WHERE I HAD MINE. 

A FRIEND AND A BROTHER......

So as i grow up living we had to move a couple of times. From Subang, to Klang and finally had a place called HOME in Rembau Negeri Sembilan. My life here was as boring as usual until i met a friend named Nurish. As days goes by, we became so close until we were like brothers. We did a lot of things together. GOOD or BAD. He was such a cheerful person that when he laugh, the whole class would laugh with him. That is because he had this one wierd kind of laugh that anyone that hears it would feel like laughing as well. He had the loudest laugh as well.

ARWAH NURISH @ NURICK

Unfortunately, I've lost my best-est friend when he died in a car crash last year. I was the first to know when his brother called me, telling me that he was in a coma. When i heard about the news my mind went blank. Arwah's family asked me for a favor, to bring them to the hospital since they do not have any transportation at that time. I was the one who witness his only brother's manly tears since he never shed tears before

It was hard for me to see his family grieve especially his brother because they were very close and did a lot of things together. The hardest thing was to see his brother cried when we reached the hospital, he was mumbling something like "i need you, i still need you"

MIIKAMI BROTHERS

Well the coma didn't last long, he died a week after the accident. I was in Melaka, when i heard the news and i couldn't come back since i was in the middle of a major presentation. As soon as the presentation was over i rushed back but i barely made it in time since everything was settled and the burial was almost over. 

You will always be in my memories even if i've moved on with my life. I would never forget you and you will always be in my prayers. Insya-allah someday we will meet again. Al- fatihah 

AL-FATIHAH

This video is dedicated to ARWAH MUHAMMAD NURISH BIN AHATA. 

BLESSINGS :)

ALI'S 5 (BACK THEN)

Yeap, this chapter is called BLESSING. Explaining the title, i was blessed with a family of 7. Besides  mum and dad, I had 5 siblings. 3 gorgeous ladies and I am one of the 2 handsome prince of SYED ALI SYED IBRAHIM and SITI MARYAM ABDULLAH. Luckily my younger brother is just a year after me so i had a friend to play and an enemy to fight with :) . Err, why was i using those crutches? To be truthful, i had a broken leg whan i was in kindergarten. (>.<) i was hit buy a car and the lady who hit me ran away. ALHAMDULILLAH, after a few years of court trials, i actually did won the case. So, back to my story, my eldest sister (SHARIFAH NAKHI) is 10 years older than i am and the second (SHARIFAH NAZLI) is just 2 years older. I am no. 3 and a younger brother (SYED AMIR KHIZAR) after me and last but not least, my cute little sister (SHARIFAH FATIH) who is 4 years after me. :) :)

ALI'S 5 (PRESENT)

MR. SYED ALI B SYED IBRAHIM

 (the backbone of my family) <3

PN. SITI MARYAM BT ABDULLAH 

(the tree of serenity that never fails to provide me shade) <3

Will always stay 5 forever :) insyaallah....

SYEDADILKHIZAR.

  

30.06.1990

So what really happened on that day? It was the day when a person named ADIL was born. Yes,was born. It was 10.53 in the morning when i opened my eyes for the first time. Looking at my mum and dad beside her, holding her hands. I can see that everyone was smiling my mom had tears roll down her cheeks. Tears of joy. And at that moment, i heard my mom said to my dad, this one is ADIL. YES, i saw all that but the thing is i really DONT remember what happened. XD

Back to my story, Thirtieth of June was the very day i stepped my foot on this world for the first time. It was the day that my journey of life started and i was lucky to be born in this lovely family of mine.

I.AM.ADIL

Given the name SYED ADIL KHIZAR B SYED ALI, i am officially the first boy in the family.

I am the first one to carry the name of SYED AL-IDRUS for my dad and i am very proud of it. :)

SYED ADIL KHIZAR B SYED ALI

I am not 100% malay as you can see i bear the name SYED. That clearly states that i have arabic blood flowing inside me. But thats not all. I also have Punjabi and Chinese blood as my mum is a mixture of Punjabi and Chinese. 

TOLD YA :)

The picture above was taken when we were celebrating my grandmother's 80th birthday. The person wearing the turban was my late Kung Kung (Grandpa) and the one beside him was my late Poh Poh (Grandma). Looking at this picture really reminds me of them. The rest are all my cousins which consist of Malays, Punjabis, Indian and Chinese :) 

:) :) :) :) :)

SYEDADILKHIZAR.